The Are Not

It is always like this When you need them the most They are nowhere to be found. 

Not even in the church.

You could be calling out as loud as you could

Plead

beg

Curse

And it is always the same

So much talk

about how helpful they are when you are in need

then all you have to do is trust and believe.

But at the end you are just by yourself

and when it is over and your very world is all shaken up

someone with an idiot smile comes to you

out of nowhere insisting

that all you have to do is believe …!

But I am not 20 you know?

I don’t believe in

Justice,

Honest politicians

and

particularly

I don’t believe in

angels